Thursday, August 6, 2015

Old Generals Fade Away

But we don't care about old generals as, of all the incompetents of the modern era, they deliver the least and cost the most.  These days they don't fade and instead go to news channels where you can't get rid of them.


Masking depression is even more pointless than everything else so the best move is to teleport rather than some wussy fade.


America has made it very clear it would be better if I died by Sunday and I'm a little tired of it.

(Ed:  life or the badgering?)

Both


Plus they lie through their teeth.  They'll roll out Ben Carson and kick back to bask proudly in the warm contentment of the own racial equanimity.  Then listen to the same people talk about Michael Brown when Ben Carson isn't around and they will sing a song to make the KKK proud.  I've watched them do it.


It'll cost $8500 to fix me so the answer is sell the guitar and do it anyway.

(Ed:  the fix or the split?)

The split.  There's no chance of a fix as with that cash in my hand I would be heading for Spain on the first flight East.

(Ed:  what fix?)

Dental.  It's why I stopped shooting full-face videos.  The damage is readily apparent.


The question is there's no reversal as there's no way to stop it once it starts.  I can't sell the Galaxy Guitar and then get another one because she is the only one.  Cat said not to come without a guitar but there's no other way to get there.


Something is imminent as there's nothing here.  I thought even Tobey the Dog would run out but he's going to deal with cat food for a few days.


The biggest variable is whether to keep any computer in my life at all.  The advantage is it would permit posting a travelogue if I can get rolling again without getting killed.  However, the blog has had over 350K reads and I didn't get a penny out of any of them.  There is the drive to share things regardless but, frankly, there's not much reason to do it.  The biggest reason is to keep contact with the best of you but a computer feeds back to music and starts that whole mess all over again.


Unclear if this can play or how it goes but one thing I know for sure is what I do now goes nowhere.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dental Clinic-extract all, add Earl Scheib dentures...I've thought about it--$8,000--dont have that to spend...plus, $1,500 worth of teethfers would do me for the rest of my life! Do some research. I know you must be depressed--who would'nt be? Cincinnati really is not exactly crime free. Seems theres a shooting almost daily...not good. ML

Unknown said...

Teeth are always depressing as that's the same thing that kills elephants: their tusks wear down. You know better than anyone the enormous amount of money I have spent on teeth in my life and it's not done the slightest good. My thinking is to get a dentist to rip them out if I can get to Greece but they may not consider that medically ethical.

I don't know if you have tried to call and I'm sorry if I have missed one. Sometimes I'll hear and think that's it but it's gone before I'm sure. There's a cellphone but it's useless and it's been turned off for weeks. Hmm ... maybe the cell could serve as an alarm that you will call on the other and then I'll get it for sure. If you like that, I'll charge it back up again.

Unknown said...

All the killing is overwhelming me but it's even more overwhelming when the gunners set to beat you down for opposing them.

Anonymous said...

I will try to call Mondwhat is a good time? I've got some cell minutes saved up. ML

Unknown said...

I don't know if early or late is good for you. How about 10:00 a.m.?

Anonymous said...

Okay...now everyone will call you at 10am :)

Unknown said...

I'm not much of a prize but whomever gets there first (cough) wins it!