Wow, What a Lot of Comments

Thanks as that was the biggest arrival I think I ever saw and maybe there were ten of them.  Wow!

I'm not sure but there may be some general equilibrium coming as I've dropped the additional to the blood pressure med and it wears off quickly so I will get a useful reading tomorrow.  I think the main thing is to fire the Buspirone.  It's ill-advised to come off the stuff quickly so I cut the dose in half and glide a bit .

I wobble like I'm ninety and that may be the most shocking thing for anyone else to see.  I was never much for head whacks in any crashes so I think the meds brought it rather than it being naturally due. At least, that's the hope since dizziness sucks boulders.


This isn't about woe is me but rather it's the possibility of equilibrium which hasn't been present in a long while.  I thought the pressure in my head might even be a withdrawal.  I didn't believe it but kind of asked to myself is that even possible.  Ganja didn't make any difference to it so ix-nay on these meds.


I don't want to let Ithaka get too much about me but I do have an eye on that even if it seems it has shifted this way lately.  There's rarely any science reported on the weekend so this might be the time for Mister Toad and the story is definitely about me but I see it more as about wind in the face for anyone.

There's less potential for introspection since situation, although bad, went as well as it could earlier and I know there would be one sad and wet puppy here if it had not happened so that looks like general coolness.

People often say in such circumstances, 'that came out of nowhere,' but really it didn't.  The thing coming out of nowhere is the shock on hearing it's now.


I'm really not sure if I will just pile back onto the sofa but the intro for The Ride starts with this could never happened if not for the generosity of two people during a time which was much more dangerous than I realized.  If not for that help, I would have found up in the darkest hole in my life no chance of getting out of it.  As you read, you may (I hope) find parts of it funny but, through it all, that was the most important thing.

Neither of those people likes being named but I know who you are and I don't forget.  There's no way the cost can ever be repaid but bringing a smile if possible is just fine.


I may be getting squishy over Christmas but I don't see a problem with that and I think it may have started when Laughing Gecko said, "Go easy."

That works for a whole lot of things, doesn't it.


The Christmas movies haven't been queued yet since only a few which make the cut.  I don't like the ones in which there is horrible suffering and then a Christmas miracle or some such brings wonderful things as I only come away with, man, all that suffering.  I remember a title which I never watched of "All Mine to Give" in which the parents died and the kids had to farm each other out to some new parents, whomever they could find.  That was a big hit back in Hosea but I heard of it and thought, man, no way in hell am I watching that (larfs).

"Scrooged" has that outstanding speech at the end of it and Bill Murray just owns it as maybe the most beautiful thing he ever did.  "Love Actually" is a long-standing favorite. "Sleepless in Seattle" is good even if a bit unrealistic in the polish and the outside contender is "Hugo" which I'm fairly sure is a match but I'm not positive.  If you have never seen it, do check out "Hugo" as it's kid-safe without being covered in sugar; it's a lovely story.