Some mention of cancer has disturbed people and it's real as they will cut me again for skin cancer in less than a week in a three-fer this time. I have declined a biopsy to validate lung cancer because there's been over twenty years of surgery and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of living in a hateful uncaring world which talks somewhat sweetly online but does nothing at all to stop the killing. At best we hear sick rationales behind more of it.
I'm tired of people stealing from me, of mindless he said / she said melodramas, and the endless narcissism of an age which so determinedly means absolutely nothing except to itself. It won't be missed. My last thought won't be of any of you but rather review of how badly I failed to bring anything better to the world in my life.
I'm not even close to a Schindler but I see why he cried when it was over since he knew better than anyone it wasn't. As you see from the modern day, he was right.
Note: the discussion above came because a friend asked and that showed revealing minimal information causes more problems than spilling it. Most couldn't care less but there's about half a dozen really good eggs in Facebook who show high sensitivity, compassion, all the good things.
I'm tired of people stealing from me, of mindless he said / she said melodramas, and the endless narcissism of an age which so determinedly means absolutely nothing except to itself. It won't be missed. My last thought won't be of any of you but rather review of how badly I failed to bring anything better to the world in my life.
I'm not even close to a Schindler but I see why he cried when it was over since he knew better than anyone it wasn't. As you see from the modern day, he was right.
Note: the discussion above came because a friend asked and that showed revealing minimal information causes more problems than spilling it. Most couldn't care less but there's about half a dozen really good eggs in Facebook who show high sensitivity, compassion, all the good things.
Some of you show great sensitivity and thank you to Cadillac Man and Mystery Lady. Yevette is in that crew as well but she does not comment here much. I am not terminal from the skin cancer but it's not improving when they keep finding more and making bigger incisions each time. Nevertheless, the surgery is agreeable because the sites where it happens are infuriating and this does help.
The lung surgery is pointless because once they start cutting they won't stop. That kind of medical attention only destroys whatever quality of life remains at that stage because most of the time you're recovering from surgery. I'm tired of recovering from surgery after too many years when it started in '91.
It's coming up to the end of the month and hopefully that means some funny in talking with the Mystery Lady because she has some minutes left. There's a whole lot of funny down here but we don't see much of it anywhere else in a country which has turned almost completely humorless.
Maybe it's because of their shame at what they did ...
(Ed: shame in America? You're joking, right?)
Regrettably, no.
The lung surgery is pointless because once they start cutting they won't stop. That kind of medical attention only destroys whatever quality of life remains at that stage because most of the time you're recovering from surgery. I'm tired of recovering from surgery after too many years when it started in '91.
It's coming up to the end of the month and hopefully that means some funny in talking with the Mystery Lady because she has some minutes left. There's a whole lot of funny down here but we don't see much of it anywhere else in a country which has turned almost completely humorless.
Maybe it's because of their shame at what they did ...
(Ed: shame in America? You're joking, right?)
Regrettably, no.
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That pic just breaks my heart.
Yes, the end of the month is coming up and I hope there will be some extra minutes. Love, ML
This is what showed me more than anything the utter heartlessness of people in this country after America caused the problem with refugees and then did almost nothing about them.
It will be wonderful to hear from you!
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