My purpose in writing the historical records is to write some funny. Comedy is often trivial but I'm finding there's good stuff in the historical records which is not trivial to the family because it's real but it's also rippin' funny that it happened at all.
It's not my purpose or even my wish to go back to any of these times. My current circumstance sucks and that's the hard fact but I'm not trying to escape it, I would like to repair it as I can, but I am not trying to escape it. The idea is silly and it would only create more pressure to try. It's an escape while I write it since I will live that moment but that's relatively short. Most of the time with the historical record is after the fact because I will review it multiple times. I want to be sure the telling is good, it's as accurate as possible, no cheapshots, nothing back-handed or hurtful, etc. That's real-time and that's fine ... but I really don't think it's nostalgia.
The writing hopefully reveals things to the family they might not otherwise know as I had the unique vantage point of being the eldest. If the telling is good then the story remains even if I'm not the one to tell it. That's the tradition of the oral history of mankind and it works well within a tribe as well.
To some extent, this is carving out some legacy and it's more about the family and my ol' Dad than anything else. This is definitely back-handed promotion of the Galaxy Guitar as the guiding thought throughout is ... It's not important to play like Hendrix, it's only important to think like him.
So there's an odd bit of introspection to pitch the idea the blog isn't much introspective.
(Ed: does that matter?)
Nope.
However, this part is sort of introspective: the reaction to the SSRI / Benzo drugs is understood and unknown how long that will continue although there has been some amelioration. The aspect of dehydration is confusing as I suck up lots of fluids and do it all day. Milk, orange juice, Pepsi ... there's always something I'm drinking. I don't spend the day in the toilet so my body must be absorbing most of it but not all of it is kept so I take it that means I make at least the minimums. So why should anyone talk of dehydration?? Most of what has been happening has been attributable to those seriously bad drugs and bad diet. That perspective is open to more knowledge but, with what I have, that looks like the strongest case.
Note: the symptoms of dehydration and what these drugs do, in terms of side-effects, are similar.
What all that means is Dylan Thomas. You fucking rock or you fucking roll. He might have stated it a little better than that.
Note: Thomas was one drunken monkey and he didn't write this for himself but rather his father when he was dying. Sure it was for himself as well but he was drunk to the bottom of the bottle. He wasn't raging except in thought. Maybe that's the best way. Your call.
The Galaxy Guitar comes but this was a hard hit. It's definitely not over and playing the Galaxy Guitar won't make it over ... but it will make it better. The Galaxy Guitar is in direct parallel with Dylan Thomas and maybe that needs a reading to make it clear.
(Ed: there's only one kind of parallel, verbiage-making journo)
Fair enough. I'm a garbage journo and I should be murdered.
(Ed: there's only one kind of journo. Two strikes. One more and I fire.)
Do it, man. Save the world from more of it.
(Ed: that does it. Pointless attempt at drama.)
(Director: don't put him into a death scene. He will be acting all fucking day!! CUT!!! CUT!!!!)
It's not my purpose or even my wish to go back to any of these times. My current circumstance sucks and that's the hard fact but I'm not trying to escape it, I would like to repair it as I can, but I am not trying to escape it. The idea is silly and it would only create more pressure to try. It's an escape while I write it since I will live that moment but that's relatively short. Most of the time with the historical record is after the fact because I will review it multiple times. I want to be sure the telling is good, it's as accurate as possible, no cheapshots, nothing back-handed or hurtful, etc. That's real-time and that's fine ... but I really don't think it's nostalgia.
The writing hopefully reveals things to the family they might not otherwise know as I had the unique vantage point of being the eldest. If the telling is good then the story remains even if I'm not the one to tell it. That's the tradition of the oral history of mankind and it works well within a tribe as well.
To some extent, this is carving out some legacy and it's more about the family and my ol' Dad than anything else. This is definitely back-handed promotion of the Galaxy Guitar as the guiding thought throughout is ... It's not important to play like Hendrix, it's only important to think like him.
So there's an odd bit of introspection to pitch the idea the blog isn't much introspective.
(Ed: does that matter?)
Nope.
However, this part is sort of introspective: the reaction to the SSRI / Benzo drugs is understood and unknown how long that will continue although there has been some amelioration. The aspect of dehydration is confusing as I suck up lots of fluids and do it all day. Milk, orange juice, Pepsi ... there's always something I'm drinking. I don't spend the day in the toilet so my body must be absorbing most of it but not all of it is kept so I take it that means I make at least the minimums. So why should anyone talk of dehydration?? Most of what has been happening has been attributable to those seriously bad drugs and bad diet. That perspective is open to more knowledge but, with what I have, that looks like the strongest case.
Note: the symptoms of dehydration and what these drugs do, in terms of side-effects, are similar.
What all that means is Dylan Thomas. You fucking rock or you fucking roll. He might have stated it a little better than that.
Note: Thomas was one drunken monkey and he didn't write this for himself but rather his father when he was dying. Sure it was for himself as well but he was drunk to the bottom of the bottle. He wasn't raging except in thought. Maybe that's the best way. Your call.
The Galaxy Guitar comes but this was a hard hit. It's definitely not over and playing the Galaxy Guitar won't make it over ... but it will make it better. The Galaxy Guitar is in direct parallel with Dylan Thomas and maybe that needs a reading to make it clear.
(Ed: there's only one kind of parallel, verbiage-making journo)
Fair enough. I'm a garbage journo and I should be murdered.
(Ed: there's only one kind of journo. Two strikes. One more and I fire.)
Do it, man. Save the world from more of it.
(Ed: that does it. Pointless attempt at drama.)
(Director: don't put him into a death scene. He will be acting all fucking day!! CUT!!! CUT!!!!)
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