Friday, July 11, 2014

Now What

Drugs didn't take my mind, the US Army did and some of you already know how that happened.  This is not a situation of victimization but rather an explanation of self-destruction.  You all didn't understand it then and you don't understand it now.  No-one does.  I knew at that moment that I wasn't of this tribe, this species, or this planet.  Drugs had nothing to do with it.  I achieved great successes as I'm a smart mofo but there was no success I couldn't wreck as obviously I didn't deserve it, I wasn't willing to kill people.

My opposition to war goes to the bone and I've paid my damn dues many times over.  This has nothing to do with flag-waving but rather about destroying souls as there is no undoing the damage done by the military, even if it comes only from having your face rubbed in the fact there is not one word the government tells you that is true.

It's not so long ago that there was the thrashing over Iraq.  I'm the Warrrrrrr President.  When he said that I turned to my friend and said we're fucked.  And what do you know.  Just like every other 'war,' this one was bullshit too.  What a shock.

My friend said she wished she was with an American.  I wished that too although not for myself.

You wonder why I don't connect.  To what?

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